Today

Today I had a job interview. I have a job now, but I want a better one. Does that make me selfish? Shouldn't I just be thankful I have a job? I have a birthday coming up and I feel like I haven't done most of the things I said I would by this time in my life. I feel as though I have failed although I am not sure who I have failed. Myself? Society? My family? Why have I let myself feel guilty for not having babies or being married...there are no rules about when these things have to happen. How do I stop myself from feeling this way? My New Years Resolution is to learn to stop the guilt from dictating my actions and thoughts. To be continued....